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April 4, 2000 | I hadn't swung at a baseball in so many
years I could hardly count
back that far. Softball, yes, but not
baseball. I was in my 40th year and
had stopped playing in my 21st, when
childhood dreams found their final
resting place in an inability to hit
curveballs to the opposite field and I
moved on to adult ambitions. But to play ball again, if only once,
would recapture those
long-lost days of hope and promise,
those days of dirt, grass and clean
white lines, of leather, wood and the
unparalleled crack of bat on ball.
Good wood, we used to say. Do
ballplayers still say that, "good wood,"
when
they make solid contact? Would I be young again? Of course not.
But of course! One last
round with old friends to celebrate the
champions we once were. It may
sound childish, but it kept me awake at
night, rekindled dreams, brought
back with stunning clarity specific
plays in the field, heroic at-bats,
game-winning hits that were so vivid
they could have happened that
afternoon. It invaded me with a
nostalgic eagerness. At that time I was working nights in a
bar, fueling the itinerant
writer's life, covering the mortgage,
building for the future. The Friday
night before I flew from San Francisco
to Minneapolis for the Saturday
afternoon game, I had to work till
closing time, impatiently herding the
stragglers out at 2 a.m. and turning to
the task of cleaning up the joint.
It had been an especially busy night and
I was way behind schedule. By the
time I got home it was nearly 4 a.m. and
my flight left at 7. I fell into
bed and slept maybe two hours, rising
with little time to spare. After a quick shower, I nicked myself
with an unsteady hand while
shaving. The blood wouldn't stop flowing
and my window of time shrank. By
the time I headed for the car with
Paula, my wife, who would drop me off, I
was
running very late. Traffic was light so early in the
morning, but my heart sank when I
saw the gridlocked cars trying to drop
passengers at the terminal. Why was
the airport so busy so early on a
Saturday? It made no sense. But Paula
diverted onto an adjacent road to avoid
the jam and got close to my
airline's check-in. I gave her a quick
kiss goodbye, vaulted a low wall
and wedged through the stalled cars. I had 15 minutes to departure now, but
was confident I could
make it. When I entered the terminal,
though, it was utter chaos. Crowds
pushed and pulled, and to get to a
monitor to locate the gate for my flight
I had to wrestle with desperate people
dragging overstuffed luggage. With
bags slung over my shoulders, I began to
sweat, and the nick on my upper
lip began to bleed again. The only
tissue I had was already stained, but I
pressed it against my lip hoping to
staunch the flow. A large woman with enormous suitcases
blocked my way. Impatient
children squeezed past my legs and
almost tripped me. A sweaty man cursed
as my bag bumped his shoulder. He looked
vile, but he couldn't have looked
worse than I did, with sweat dripping
from my nose, blood seeping through
the tattered tissue, a frantic look in
my eyes. I was having trouble
breathing now, but finally I found a
monitor, located my flight number and
cursed aloud when I saw the gate listed.
It was at the satellite farthest
from the check-in counter, a long haul
on the best of days. Luckily I had a first-class upgrade
provided by a brother who flew
more than 100,000 miles annually on this
airline. But I still had to get
through the interminable line at
security and out to the gate. Blood now
covered my fingers and probably half my
face as I waited for the line to
creep through the metal detectors. When I finally cleared security, I ran,
dripping blood, the half
mile, it seemed, to the gate, where a
long line of people shuffled their
feet trying to check in. I ran to the
counter waving my first class
upgrade. "First class!" I said. "I'm in first
class!" The agent looked at me as if I'd just
stormed across the Tiber in
animal skins. "All seats are assigned.
Please go to the end of the line." | ||
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