The wedding boyfriend

The two of them spent much of the next day together -- not Amanda's usual M.O. even after a successful overnight first date. They swam together in the lake and helped prepare for the ceremony. That night, Ben's mother was present at the wedding, and Ben introduced Amanda to her "like one would a new girlfriend," going so far as to hold Amanda's hand in front of his mother. Amanda's not sure she and Ben would hit it off in the regular world -- "He's just really gregarious and has to be the center of attention all the time," she says -- but that's the beauty of a wedding boyfriend: It doesn't matter. After all, Ben and Amanda live 3,000 miles apart.

Although Ben and Amanda did hook up on the wedding night, a wedding boyfriend isn't the same as a wedding hookup. There's overlap, of course, but sex isn't mandatory -- it's more about intensity of feeling. Julia, now 30 and living in Washington, was 23 and about to enter a graduate writing program when she met George, a teacher in his 50s, at a wedding reception in Virginia in the summer of 1997. "I spent the entire night talking to him," she remembers. "His wife had recently died of cancer and my mom had recently had cancer and we were totally bonding. He started crying at one point and I was crying. We sat and talked for three hours."

Nothing physical happened ("There definitely was a spark," Julia says, "but my parents were there, for one thing, and he was so old"), but they decided to keep in touch. "We had this huge hug goodbye, exchanged addresses, and e-mailed every day." The e-mails, naturally, were flirtations: "I would tell him about dates I went on and he would give me advice or be like, 'He's not good enough!'" After a few months, the e-mails stopped abruptly, when both Julia and George began dating other people.

"There's an excess of sentiment" at weddings, says Scott, the law professor. But the sentiment isn't always positive, and the wedding boyfriend has an ugly inverse -- the already-existing relationship that blows up at a wedding. "I've definitely been to weddings before with guys I'm dating but not that serious about, and I think that's a bad thing to do," says Amanda. "It can almost hurt a relationship that's not there yet [in terms of seriousness] or not ever going to be there [because] it puts pressure on people." Pressure, that is, to get engaged themselves -- or at least to seem deeply and conspicuously in love.

In fact, a friend of Amanda's was at a recent wedding in Sun Valley, Idaho, in which not one but two separate girlfriends burst into tears and stormed away from their boyfriends when the bride rose to serenade her new husband with a love song. "Rather than being happy for [the couple] that they were getting married, the [girlfriends] were upset that they weren't," says Amanda. According to Jake, the New York photographer, "It can be one of two things [with women]. Either they're in a sordid jealous panic, in which case frankly they're not at all attractive and I'm not going to hook up with them. Or they can be the type that are completely on cloud nine -- they're psyched for their friends -- and when you see that, that's contagious. At [one wedding] a close friend of the bride [was] a very confident woman, very athletic, very open, and a force of nature. When I saw her, it was like, I gotta have some of that." Not only did Jake have some -- he had it at 3 o'clock the afternoon before the wedding. Blame it, or credit it to, the convenience of the beds. In the morning, "We went shopping and just ran stupid wedding errands together," he remembers. "Then we were back at the hotel and we hooked up." Jake adds, "I've never had bad sex at a wedding." About his six-for-six wedding-girlfriend streak, Jake says, "I do not go looking for them. I haven't slept with dozens of women in my life. I'm not a bar-picker-upper." But there's just something about a wedding. "Without being corny, love is in the air."

As for me, it was only this past summer, a summer during which I attended five weddings, that I gave a name to the wedding boyfriend. Then, as with any new belief, there seemed to be evidence of it everywhere, and I could retroactively pinpoint them all: Alex, with whom I'd worked in the same office building for more than a year and almost never spoken to before we both moved away and remet at the wedding three years later (having vaguely known your wedding boyfriend in the past is actually pretty common; before, you were acquaintances, but at a wedding at which neither of you necessarily knows many other people, your relative familiarity with each other is part of what draws you together in the first place); Kit, whose lap I sat on in a crowded car after the reception; Mark, whom I started arguing with in the driveway of the bride's house, while I was wearing a bright red linen dress. There is always a wedding boyfriend, I decided. It's just a matter of identifying him.

I also decided, based on past experiences, that the wedding boyfriend shouldn't transcend the wedding. Normal life is more awkward and less giddy, and if you see the guy again, it's hard not to taint the bubbly fun you had before. E-mailing is fine because, well, e-mail is only half-real. But in-person contact should be kept, like the tulle on the bride's dress or the sugared flowers on the cake, within the confines of the wedding weekend. Yes, I know that all the time people meet at weddings and get into relationships, and sometimes even get married themselves -- for real, and not just in their heads. But when that happens, the guy in question isn't, and never was, your wedding boyfriend. Then he's just your boyfriend.

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